pathetic!!!

i feel so tired today, just came back from so-called "shopping". Just frustrated the day didnt go very well.lets not elaborate what happend during the day. so, me and Kit was supposed to get shoes after work but went around and couldnt find a suitable one. maybe its just that im too tired but we both felt so pathetic just now . thinking of what our situation was. and It did'nt help that we both noticed everyone else was taller than us.
Do you know that taller people get more respect than shorter ones? Just stop pushing me aside will you? Then the funny thing was we came up with this FSB thing.. no not FSSB k.. FSB is short for.. FAT, SHORT, BROKE!!!
hahahaha.. yar thats what we felt we were. Seriously i couldnt feel anymore pathetic than that! Looking at those passing us by....really felt we were just mere peas..
The way we didnt get our shoes was just like a resemblance of how things were in our lives. For Kit, she's soo picky at which shoe she really wants, she ends up not buying any. For me, i like a lot of shoes, but none has the right size for me... when i find one, it just wont fit!
I dont know why, but maybe im just too ambitious, too eager to do everything, that i forgot im still very young. and im meant to enjoy life as it is. i feel so pressured after all these, even more when theres no one to turn to. just mentally tired...