i wished things were straight and simple

she got herself a metal heart, while i got myself a gold heart. haha

those kids really showed me the way to shop like a teenager again! i felt much younger, at last, how a nineTEEN year old should really feel like. i kept my count, and i was only 4 years older! hahaha. I dont feel like i have to be the responsible one, the one whose thinking about everything, the one who only wants to succeed and become a stupid architect. i didnt think of money , or how much debt i'll be in. for awhile im away from that pressure to keep my poise.i wont know what i'll be like if my family werent around to keep me on ground. im so glad my past few months have been enjoyable, but sadly, i didnt let it out from the circle. sometimes im too ambitious, that i forget i was supposed to let loose.

im enjoying every bit of my time, which i honestly am, but that little girl in me is quite afraid what i have to go through alone later on. but i know i can count on those trusted ones.

please dont treat me like a little girl..