Saturday, May 19, 2007

irritating me.

its a saturday... just came back from a whole day looking for hanis's dress, shopping is way better if its for yourself, hehee.. bad me.
the day, full of cocky salesgirls.
remind me again of last week. Like usual, some cocky 'minah' salesgirls think that we didnt have the moolah to buy whatever that's there. i swear i could hear them bitch about us from behind the counter.And turns out, one of them, i KNOW. anak makcik kat sini2 lah.... instantly she came to me and said hi.
'while having THE small talk' her eyes were checking me n my friend out,
what clothes i wear, what brand of watch i got, what bag im carrying,what perfume im wearing... HOW RUDE!
i asked her how long she worked there.. bla bla bla..
then came the golden question from her, " kau keje mana?"
in a split second i could see her face dropped.
no, im not showing off. its not something to be too proud off anyway. (masih anak abu lagik)
tapi entahlah, kenapa ada orang boleh berperangai gitu. If she didnt bitch about me n my friend earlier, that could have saved her face.
i wish this world could be a friendlier place for everyone.
like, padan ah kedai kau kosong, tak de org ingin pon nk masok.

Nowadays i get tired very easily, its more like i make myself feel like im tired.
As much as i try not to be such an ass, i realise that im quite a moody person. of course i wont vent it on my friends, if i did, im really sorry. i had no intentions. But i know, i am such a pain to handle to my siblings. especially my sis, i think i can be very irritating to her.
Sometimes, when the day doesnt go as well,
i bring it back. im so guilty of that.
i should'nt...
No wonder, my mum did say im a very serious person. betul agaknyer tu. :( i love my sis
i love my bro(s) .. hehe
i love my mum..
my dad too..
that was mothers day anyway..
im very grateful for whatever blessings from HIM..



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