sunday morning:-


:::: i bathed, watched some tv... n i already ate at this hour. a meal tt is.

:::: so i have yet to touch up on the portfolio for tmr's submission. really no mood to do any big preparation for it.

:::: n also i need to settle all the files by today.

:::: heheee. u may call it syirik, but im very curious about palm reading, n the last few days ive been reading up. n got to interpret certain palm patterns. no.. im not fortune telling.. im just reading it for fun. so if u see that i try to look at ur palm.. i see something there. hhheee

yeah, that day i took the train n saw this auntie making a big fuss about a girl who didnt give way for her to board the train. how the hell was that PINK chinese GIRL supposed to give way, when that auntie is telling her off in malay..? yea auntie, i noe ur with ur frens, dun have to make it so big yar. if ur alone , u ll probably just keep quiet at ur little corner n act like u dun mind saying ." ITS OK...."
she was expressing her rage all through the train ride, as long as that PINK GIRL is around. It wasnt her fault lah makcik, boleh diam tak.


- u may find that i turn to jazz now n then, its becoz i kinda feel relaxed listening to it. especially those old skool ones. hmmmm...

In actual fact, i really n screamingly wanna blog about alot of my personal thoughts, feelings , n things that happened to me.
theres so many things u dont noe about me..... i do write a lot, not those typical nonsense i usually blog about. thats just a cover up . if i did have a conventional diary, like those book journals, u ll probably noe all my secrets. so another way to find out wat i write about is to hack into my blog account n find those entrys which i didnt post publicly.
its really hard to express myself here especially wen ppl are reading . im very cautious. Family n friends is two different groups of people u know. i believe that friends do have a right to know about wats goin on in my life. but too bad, i wont reveal anything in depth around here, so if u wanna squeeze something out of me, u gotta ask me urself.
n i try my best to be sensitive , not hurting anyone reading it. hmmm.. satisfy others, kinda tired being that. its always about taking care of other ppl's feelings.
hahhahaha . .. macam lah korang heran gitu nk tau pasal aku. heheeheee....
k wateverlah. but the thing is, i feel restricted even though i really loved blogging.