Sunday, January 22, 2006

hmm.. wat shall i blog about.
looks like nothing interesting has happend, the only focus is finishing up my work for upcoming submission.
i dun get y everyone is so keen on printing on 27.. giler sey, nampak sah aku tk leh abes by tt time..i dun care ppl , im prinitng on 2nd feb.
lectures are done for this yr, so we dun really have to go to skool nymore. k best, leh bgn lambat sikit.
so, our nxt mission is to get a date for kwan baik aku ni.... tu semua after submission k dear... we give u time till mid of 3rd yr, kalau kau tk berlaki jugak by then.. hmmmmm....

thinking of tt, its been sometime im single. heran jugak aku, i think myb tt wound hasnt healed itself yet, or myb im just too lazy to get myself all engrossed in this stupid ordeal which will eat myself up no matter wat in the end. kadang2, rasa hampa pon ada, rasa takot, rasa sunyi?? aku rasa walau mcm maner indah nyer rasa dgn seseorang tu, mesti pedih akhirnya.
well, for now, im certain the only thing that i wont regret being with is concentrating on school. buat ape matair2 ni semua.... tt can wait....
yar la, tgk orang lain ada partner mesti ada rasa jealous, but still... no no.!! n plz ahh, jangan suka tanyer kenapa aku still single, even though aku ni look very the laku ( sorry ehh perasan jap)
im not just any girl yg pat luar tu sekadar nak suka2 tukar matair.
or maybe i just should do tt. i think the only shield to not being heartbroken is to be very cold. jgn senang sgt kasi hati tu. tapi apakan daya, aku kalau dah suka org tu betol2.. hmm.. habes ahh.... kanan kiri aku tk pandang. but at last hati aku akan dilenyek lori.
maybe its time to date again.?? but who?? its really hard to trust guys la. yang nampak baik tak semestinyer baik, yang banyak di pasaran semua nyer player . tapi sape la aku ni kan kalau nk high hopes sgt nk dapat lelaki baik mcm uztad mana2..... Seriously, i dun get it with guys, ape yang dorang nak pon aku tak paham..
im easy to please sey, tak cerewet.. but still.. all i wanted was appreaciation, n i didnt get it.
hmmm.. sudahlah. maybe i just didnt meet the right guys. semua nk take advantage of aku jer...
wat the helll ahh

tapi tkper, life is still alright being single. for now.

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