GUYS ALWAYS PLAY NOW, REPENT LATER.

these few dys have been raining real heavy. yea.. i loike , so cold but yet so cozy....weve been drinking tt hardcore cocoa, till my bro got a headache.hahaha. rasain lu. n ive been staying home. next wk is Raya Haji.. heeee...
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ive seen some changes in my bro lately., guess wat, hes changed his mind n wants to continue studying after NS. Hahhh.. baru sekarang nk blajar balik.. time bapak aku nk sponsor... tk nk konon... i guess, situation plays a part in influencing him. he thought that youth can take him anywhere in jobs. but its not too late yar. im not saying that just by having a good cert or diploma or degree can get u flying high, but the possibility is broader. Actually nak cakp pasal ni semua susah kan... ada orang tak pandai pon leh kaya. boleh berjaya, ngok MAWI .. ehh,, budak felda pon, .. sekarang da jutawan.. kalah Siti NUrhaliza. DEgree holders yang pandai2 pon ada yang stakt keje biasa ajer... temp jobs ehh..

REzeki masing2 lah yer.... kiter hanya boleh merancang, berusaha. tapi tetap..... ALLAH yang kasi rezeki. yar, aku pandai ckp, diri sendiri tak tentu lagik. So back to him lah, wat made him decide to go back studying is wen most of his kawans seperjuangan byk mengganggur....
But im really proud of him that now, he thinks for himself already, finally im seeing a responsible elder brother. I guess, age n maturity has taken over him already. im seeing changes in attitude, kalau dulu aku nk nmpak dier bukak sejadah pon jarang... sekarang ada perubahan...asal aku peep ajer time magrib.. baru abes solat. hehehehe. kinda happy seeing that. hes not blind i guess, he noes hes the eldest and well,.. my parents are getting old.
N i think , hig gf plays a part as well, i dunnoe... maybe..she encouraged him to be better. yar lah.. takkn nk kasi bakal bini ( yang nurse tu) ikan bilis jer kan.. ehheeheh.

N his frens,. i like his new frens now. Im so wrong, i tot that wen he joined CD, hes gonna be worst. but hes frens are ok!...good influence.( ok aku restu kan korang ehh)

yar, so i thought... ive been obeserving... maybe its just a phase guys go through . During NS betwn the ages 19-23, u become wild.. sorry, im being feminist here

LOOSE THINKING>> SEX>>>BOOZE>>>= MANHOOD
PLAYERS = KITER KOOooolL
NON-PLAYERS = GAY

n wen that period is over, repent time people!!
( at least aku dah puas enjoy, dah rasa semua sekarang ni aku kene bertobat, cari bini, cari duit. n buat anak halal)..... find a good girlfriend, never been touched before, virtuous and also religious.. = A.K.A... MINAH TUDONG (or so they thought again)

k before i touch on minah tudongs... back to Guys again ehh. yea... then they repent, thinking.. oh no!!! ive been a very bad boy n i need to do my duties to GOD. very soon.....
TAU TAKOT.

k back to minah tudong.. Guys always have this thinking that:-

MINAH TUDONG= BAIK , SOPAN -SANTUN
BAKAL BINI= SOPAN, PANDAI MASAK, ANAK DARA

jangn terpedaya yer semua
padahal, aku ngok tak pon.. ada sesetengah yang kening lebih tipis dari aku. perangai jangn ckp ahh, nk kerek ajer lebih..
so wat, kalau gitu, aku kai tudung .. aku pon baik kan.

n yar again y is all the attention towards females... y must females be the one to be blamed for everything.. like i said, guys wanna get married to virgins. hahhh kalau bukan . hantar balik. ape sajer.. padahal lelaki main dgn senang nyer boleh ker? its just that males have nothing to distinguish whether they are virgins or not. kalau aku screen konfem ramai pompuan dah kenal.
Y girls arent given the chance to repent like guys? yer.. kalau pompuan da kene chap "sundal" teros org tu naseb nyer hanya kepada lelaki jahat jer ke?
n kalau kawin.. pompuan selalu dipersalahkan kalau adanya yang tak betol... kalau anak perangai mcm ape.. orang mesti kate," ehhh mak kau tak ajar ker?"
asal tk cakp," ehhh bapak kau tak ajar ke?"
stress kan jadi pompuan... Most girls can accept a guy who has bad past, but guys?..... Nak yang suci ajer.... no one is perfect seh.
Everyone should be given the fair chance to change to become a better person.
What is important is the present, not the past.. n we live for the future.
oh well,...this if life,, its nver fair.

n talking about future, is it clever to go ahead with plans even though u noe that things might just go haywire.......? is the risk worthwhile ...? n also is there a logic in getting urself all tangled up in a problem.. wen rite in the first place u noe its gonna make things difficult for urself?
its just like the guys repenting after having their HAPPY HOUR kan....?
ingat sembayang leh hilang kan dosa ker..
humans are so weird, we do wat we are not supposed to.

n again im saying this just for thought.. im not perfect either.