ready for 2006? guess so

just one more day before 06 and i think its about time i write wat had happend for the past yr. n wat i wish to come on 06.

it seemed short, but enough time for many things to happen. half of the yr, i was still a freshmen in poly n the next half, i was dwindling with real architecture stuffs. not like in first yr, playing around. this yr also marks a friendship betwn the four of us, Zakiah, Mariam , Fadzullah n myself. thnks to hari raya last yr, n my first visit to zakiah's house, i became close with those 2. N sab, yes, i treated her like my best fren. but wat happend this yr, i dun noe... i was trying to help, but she took it the wrong way. i noe things cant get back to wat it was the last time. but i admit , we shared good times together. im really sorry on my part. oh well, it was the past.

so this yr, i started a blog. i was quite dumb about computers before poly, but yet i learnt.n now... hehehehehee...i can do many things!! i really love my laptop. oh yeah.. thnks to my LC teacher who forced us to have a blog. it keeps me in touch with my frens and also myself.. N our ganja gossip blog, well, i guess by doing crappy articles, it just made us have a topic to laugh at n at least we share tt somthing special together, rather than we bitch about ourselves n get friendships stirred.

so, to my school life, i wasnt satisfied with my results in yr 1. so wen yr 2 comes i really got to give my all. the 4 of us helped each other out, making sure we are on the right track. i did my part by keeping cool most of the times. as i didnt want the stress to get on us. got better in photoshop, vidz, microstation.. n i dunnoe wat else. reading philosophy was fun. it really influenced the way i look at things. im sorry guys, if i annoy u ppl with my singing..kalau radio dah on tk leh stop ehh.. heeee. i think i kinda lose concentration wen i had a bf,.. oh well, talking about him made me realise, its so easy to forget him. wat a jerk. he must have someone else by now.

so talking about boyfriends.broke up with someone this yr.. yes, i did go out with other guys while with him. not forgetting, i did have close crushes around too in skool. flings .. hmmm... tts wat happen wen i have a sucky bf who didnt noe how to appreaciate me. i can be good u noe. but love for him just wasnt deep enuff.

n so, i chatted a lot this yr, i think chatting is kinda part of my life already. n yea, i met someone really special. So wen a girl had a sucky bf... n a pathetic love life. i just knew i had to help someones else's love life. yea, for having a bitter relationship, at least making someone else happy was good enough. well for myself, its easy, just break up. even though it was hard, especially wen i have this really soft side of mine, where i just sympathise too much, but got the hold of it, n really need to do some justice for myself. so wen i made sure i was focused in my work, i kinda stopped dating other guys, dunnoe, i just felt tt wen i found him, no one else really matters. oh well, its was a beautiful thing betwn us. but its still pathetic, yea, love blooms, but hes out of reach. i just felt that being here for him even though not getting anything in the end. makes me happy.

next is my financial part, aku bersyukor kpd Allah dgn rezeki yang ada. BUt then again, i wasted a lot of money on pool, coffee sessions, shopping, going out to eat with my gang. n yea, making TONG SENG richer by the day. heheh, from someone who didnt even noe how to hold the cue, now i can hit balls to the holes k. well, at least those were the things tt made me have the bit of life away from the stress n also a pathetic love life. just didnt noe wat i ll be without my frens.
im really sorry dad, i wasted ur money. im a teenager n i deserve some fun. at least i didnt smoke or drink or anything in betwn (the legs i mean) ;)


heheheheh, i guess home is the sweetest place. with family so sporting like tt, sometimes i really treasure having siblings like tt, eventhough annoying.. oh well..
n yea, i gained weight,,( tts a mybe lah.. ) after all the chilling out, n snacking at night.. arghh..
hmmm u cant have everything... heheheee
n yes, not forgetting, i treasure my old frens..like dha, ain, jannah, siti, yana.. n anyone else who loves me.

k, next post will be about wat i wish for next yr.