sesungguhnyer lepas sahur aku berBlogging..hehe

gd morning to myself,
and to all yg berpuasa.... hari ni, aku mode bertobat again

thers this forward sms tt i came across, it may not make sense but if processed for sometime, INSAP aku!!!
goes sumthing like this, " ape yg kau lihat semua nyer illusi, tidak ada yg benar, its all in the mind,.. tanpa fikiran semua nyer tidak wujud.."
hhaha, aku kalau passing message konfem fail... anyway.. its around there lah.

hari ni nyer topic is very deep k.
if u think about it, is it real what u see around u? Look, we are all vulnerable,.. humans are weak, we can be the smartest animal around,
but lets face it, one day we ARE gonna die.. y?because we are weak! Everything around u is temporary, everyday, we sleep, we wake up.... kenapa nk kene tido???kenapa bangun?tk terpikir ke tt we are all machines??? made by HIM
like, if u see it this way.. we are SMALL,.. the world is small as compared to the outer space.. and watsoever tt is after the outer space k
firstly, u as an individual, the people around u,the things around u.... very big.
it is sumthing like the matrix lah... the undefinite world of reality and fakeness.

anyway, about tt msg k... without the mind(brain) u cant be sure wat is true...so finally my HTA is paid off, i remembered this saying by Rene Decartes - " I think, Therefore i am" because without the mind, nothing is possible............... u r thinking , therefore tts y u are like tt. the mind controls everything, ur actions, ur thoughts.. ur senses.. actually ur life.

talking about life ehh.,. aku terpikir lah..... hidup ni ..... sekejap ,.. temporary ajer... wat u see around u is somehow also temporary... so isnt tt somehow like fake??...its all in the mind.. hehehee....
so,.. ape guna nyer kau hidup, and do wat u r rite now?? gi skool,.. duduk umah..jalan2. shopping.. makan.... tts all physical , if u noticed..
Physical things have no meaning... they are also TEMPORARY.
With the mind, u can create wats in ur soul, ur believes ,ur faith....especially kepada Allah...i think wat gets us going .. is religion n our faith....tt is y, u think therefore u r

so..kdg2 rite... pikir.. puas hati aku jadik uztaza ajer...kenapa tk dari dulu aku masok skool agama full time ehh... hari2 blaja ugama+ duniawi..pon kire orite ahhh, tk susah hidup aku.. last2 hadap DIa jugak ...,.. ..

skola pon blaja architecture.. ...ape meaning ni semua???... nk built pon..buildings kalau kene bomb skali, ranap jugak..
ni semua cabaran ahh actually
aku rasa everything needs to go around... i think wen im finally successful, contribute back to Islam, buat masjid ke... design masjid ke.....buat rumah anak yatim ke....... ahh yes berguna jugak aku akhirnya....
so tt goes back to my wish of becoming a good human being...


so, dah tau temporary, yet aku ni LEKA.....bila2 masa boleh GO punyer.... ada jer.. macam2 ahh aku ni....
ahh yep, time aku write blog entry ni aku tobat ahh.... cam lepas kau dgr syarahan gitu.. rasa takot kejap....den da lama lupa. pas puasa ni... teros hilang .. aku kemana... insap kemana.....

tk per , tk pe... janji ingat,niat kena betol n berusaha kene lebih
eh eh ,aku perasan bual sorang2 aku nie pagi2 buta......sorry ehh korang kalau ada aku bual korang tk paham.. random thoughts lah......

k nk tdo balik... hehehee.. bubbye!!!!!!muacks
oops... assalamualaikum..