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todays update for reggaemomma:-

yes!! she has succeeded in todays mission of....{ making that sympathetic face in front of the line of critique panels}...so that they think im damn worried of my work and that i was being bullied!!
its either that or......my face is naturally like that....wen it come to critique sessions.... wakakakakak but on top of all that. i pulled it off lah.. hehehehe
i find that i smile too much.... or giggle.. cant help it ok...!! especially wen my fav gay boy lecturer is there giving me watsoever unuseful remarks just so that it would appear he gave remarks n not just shut up. watever.. i still like cool Ken... aka (CINA MAMAT).. sendiri mengaku ape.. bukan aku yg kasi nama...ish . kalau dier baca ni blog... habis aku kene F
my weakness during presentaions...sometimes my grammar just goes haywire. ingat korang ehh peristiwa tadik..... tgh present boleh aku ngok dorang den ckp...,"ehhh apa tu..oops!!!"
hahaha...
i sympathise with those who were late or cant present... it is only fair but... i cant tell wen my fate is gonna be like them.
learnt sumthing today... only if u appear to be hardworking and put in effort, only then will ppl help u....

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i was thinking about tis......is my dreams of being a full pledged architect too high??? too far fetched?
yer lah.. biler org tanye, aku amik course ape. org ckp..... "ouhhh... susah tu, lain kali buat kan rumah tok aku ehh".....
bukan nk kasi smagt ker ape ker ni.....gitu pulak .....mmg lah its true, nk jadik ARCHITECT ... aku emphasize ehh, bukan ASSISTANT architect or draftsman... susah...kalau after poly, need at least another 5 yrs of turmoil .. tu belom kire nk dpt licennse lagik.. practice lagik..... tengok ajer lah berapa byk yg actually made it through, yg melayu lagik... boleh kira....
the only ppl that don give me remarks like tt are those involved in that line... otherwise hmmm.... lukewarm response ajer...........
yes, aku sedar aku ni stakat poly ajer.....tapi aku rasa... kene pelan2 kayuh lah ehh..... ish kalau kira,... lima tahun. lebih....... tak kawin ahh aku gitu.... abes aim aku nk kawin by 23 ehhh
logic pulak.. aku ni pompuan... kalau lah kawin.. ada anak.. ada ketr time aku nk pontang panting .... lari sana... lari sini.... dgn drwings. gi site.. ngn boots....
silap haribulan ngn baby2 skali aku bwk pi site abeh tu kasi dier pakai custom made nyer white helmet ehh... hehehehehee
merepek lah aku ni
tkper2.. SEMANGAT MESTI ADA....
ahh ckp pasal smgt .. ni ahh aku tk suka... kalau pat umah... aku rasa mak aku ajer yg kasi smgt.. yg lain... hmm.. especially bapk aku ... haiz... tk de nk kasi anak smgt langsung!!!!
first time he heard i was going to take tt course.. he said, " u sure not?? my fren nyer anak ada yg drop from that corse pat uni tau..... jgn nanti menyesal.."
tu lah bpk aku .... maybe he has the mindset of... asal kau dpt keje n cukop makn sudahlah nk. kawin den happy2...aku tk mengharap sgt
ehhehehehe.. pandai2 ajer kau ni ain.....
tkpe lah.. janji.. dier support aku .. kasi duit sudah lah... aku hepi... hhehehheheeh
ahh lagik berapa tahun bapk aku CPF nnk kluar ehh.....3 tahun.. woohooooo.. just nice.. kalau aku nk study abroad.... i loike...
hmm... semua nyer hanya akan menjadi kenyataan dengan penentuan Illahi... insyallah.... amin....