kinda wanna take some time off my work now.....cam tk biasa gitu... buat keje kureng.. main lebih....

was just thinking aloud about some stuffs..... watched the repeat telecast of Anita show just now and there was this segment about a couple who had a daughter who had a rare illness tt made her head grew big... and depend on her parents for everything...
so.. the thing about it was.. my dad said.. maybe... tt was a RETRIBUTION for the parents...and also maybe, they did something bad before having a child.... only God noes... and tt was a way to test the parents.. whether or not.... they are tough enough to overcome wat was given or...... was it to knock their heads into repenting???? hmmm...... i guess watever that we do have its repercussions... may it be in life or after life...
i was thinking.. im no angel myself... maybe.. ill be given a RETRIBUTION.. someday.. some other lifetime???...... hopefully not...... CHOY!!.... plz.. plz....plz... i ll be a good girl from now on... ......heeeeee.......no more gossiping.... no more bitching around...... no more bad girl........

was thinking about future.... what kind of a person i should be.....
firstly, to be a respectable person... uve got to have good interaction skills towards people.. we are not alone .....not only to those who matters to you but also those... who u see once in a lifetime...
honestly, no matter how bad a person is, uve just gotta bring out the good side in them ... like.. for example.. talk to a stranger nicely.....different tone n gestures give out different signals about urself... do u wanna leave a bad impression that will always be remembered of u???? its like the karma u give to ppl u know.... either i roll my eyes in front of you... or i smile at you...
dun treat those labourers like dirt...like ur everyday cleaners.....i think.. they are the ones who have much to share.... n we can learn from them.... greetings in the morning makes a persons day..... lets just say it again....... we need to kiss ass aka mengampu.... tts wat we are all good at .....hahhahaha

i dunnoe y.. but i like those working in banks....they are,wat i call....... FRIENDLY people..
ok.. obviously, they work there.. their job is not to scare away the potential investors to the bank... but wat the heck....we can learn from them....
that is y.. i thnk public relations ppl... are respectable....but... they are kinda... two faced actually.. muahhahaha.. sorry lah... im full of contradictions

ok next, lets talk about money....everyone wants to be rich someday, including me.... but how are they gonna be rich is another to think about... if u wanna make big bucks... be in business that the fastest way to be rich . or rather.. just gamble the life away.. die rich... hmm.....
but being rich with no values is just trash to me..... i see that mostwho are really rich dun show that they are rich.. for example some ppl in my class...love them ... simply because that rich people dun wanna attract uneccesary attention that may lead them to becoming stalked.. or sumthing like that lah... im not sure.. hahah
and those who arnt even actually rich ... act as though they are.... like in the way they dress, spend..hmm......because if u think of it this way.....
humans are like tt... we thrive to become wat we cannot become.... and we seek to be recognised as wat we arnt..... so ..its kinda like.....
when u are, u arnt, when u arent u are.... crack ur heads people.... hahhahahaah..... (EVIL LAUGH).....
ok lah... tts one thing.. another is.. arrogant people.. when u r up there... ppl talk as if they live in the clouds.... arghhhh.. wat the heck... such a turn off........i ll puke in the heads...



oh oh!!!.. time is running out.. ... nk ngok drama nasha aziz ni.... n .. i still have sections to finish up..
k k .. i ll continue with.... y i hate salesmans.....
ehh forgot to tell u... i love someone.... heeeeee.......