im updating cos i cant sleep n also partly becoz.. im bored n no ones online rite now....
hmm.. just got updated with some of my old frens.. i was shocked to hear.. that some actually had it rough during their secondary life.... hmm.. didnt now tt they went thru much more than i did.... secondary life tt is where ur life starts, it determines the kind of person u r gonna be.. be it good or bad... the influences that comes ur way during that period.. makes u...
u r naive, young , n hot blooded.
well, everyone moved on for the better now.. tts wats most important.... after u breeze thru sec. tts wen u really think of ur future... where ur heading .. wat u r gonna do with ur life.
im lucky i guess ...tt the ppl i mixed with during tt time even though not all are that innocent didnt make me become some kind of a trash. im greatful that my parents educate me in religion wise n morally.... hmm.. not to say tt im angel but at least .. i got it tru without much problems. there was a time wen i was all out to try things. nothing bad happend, lucky me.
ive seen frens attempting suicide, lying in hospital, frens who died of suicide..... teachers who have trashy split personalities.. mentally disturbed frens... hmm...
all these are experiences for me.. more to come.... tt'll i ll welcome to mature me.
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just a song tt i came across...nice
PADI - MENANTI SEBUAH JAWABAN
aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
dan aku tak bisa menyentuh jiwamu
Seiring jejak kakiku bergetar
Aku telah terpagut oleh cintamu
Menelusup hariku dengan harapan
(namun kau masih) terdiam membisu
Sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu
mendekap penuh harapan
Tuk mencintaimu
Setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu
menanti sebuah jawaban
Tuk memilikimu
Betapa pilunya rindu menusuk jiwaku
Semoga kau tahu isi hatiku
Dan seiring waktu yang terus berputar
Aku masih terhanyut dalam mimpiku
Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh jiwamu
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