Thursday, May 26, 2005

i love my family

TIME FOR SOME REAL SERIOUS ISSUES..

im not all about BGR stuffs ok..

firstly,.. i juz feel tt after reading my fren's blog. n how she is gonna lose her mum.. juz makes me ponder how much i treasure my family.. What happened to her was her mum had colon cancer n recently got to noe tt the doctors gave up on her n tt she only has a month to live..
i felt really remorsed over wat happened. (sedih ahh wen i got to noe bout tis)
But i salute the way her family took care of the mum, dutifully taking turns to nurse her even though they have their own family n had their own load of responsibilities. but i remembered tt wasnt her real mum.. her real mum died long ago.. i think its her aunty. somehow like tt... LoOk at how someone can get so attached to someone other than her mother. At least they got together n didnt do things like putting her to a hospice or juz let her mum cry in pain alone. N my fren had to sit for A levels this year..... yes, she didnt have time to study with visitors in n out of the house n also all the time spent to take care of her mum. I really hope she gets to go through this without her As at risk. Hopefully, her mum gets to live longer.... miracles do happen... its all in god's hands INSYALLAH..

This makes me think of my own parents.. i will never say bad things about them.. i love my mum... my dad... n maybe..( my siblings) hehhe. ..
Even though ur parents never took care of u.. dun ever curse them... i have this thinking of.. watever cursing u do to ur parents somehow get back on u.. some day. something bad will happen to u.. UR LIFETIME WOULD BE HELL !! cam kene sumpah balik ahh... jgn skali skali derhaka ngn mak bapak . buruk padahnyer... if someone terasa with tis statement... well .. its the truth..
they have sacrificed so much for me... i dun think i will ever really repay everthing they got for me in my lifetime.. Sometimes they may get on my nerves.. but .. i dun really take it too hard. no need to get all angry bout little things . i juz feel tt restrictions they giv makes sense ..... they noe wats best. So dun go around saying they restrict you because they dun understand u n ur passion.. ehh.... sape lagi nk understand kau kalau tk mak bapak kau yg kenal kau sejak kau kecik cam taik hidung huhh!!! DUn try to be a rebel lah.. waste of time.. baik concentrate on becoming the next DOnald Trump . to think of it..i live off my parents comfortably.. n they dun even get to enjoy most of their hardwork... ohoh!! most of their effort is actually going out to us ... the siblings... .... tts yu need to treasure ur parents well ok!
Now... y even have families in the first place... its a cycle.. humans need families, . its how we live through it, being involved in other ppl's lives , how we deal with problems tt may arise.. we r juz plain human. SOmetimes if we question ourselves to wat is the purpose of life,we will never get to the answer. its really complicated.. lets juz leave it to philosophers...im not going to make myself insane here.
i have a really cool dad.... a cool mum.... I JUZ LOVE THEM MANY MANY.. MUACKS! to them... hehehhehe
suddenly, i remember tt song from TV1 juz before closing time.. or sumtime at nite
"Who should we love after ALLAH n RASULLULAH? WHO NEXT..??. UR MOTHER.... WHO NEXT??.UR MOTHER... AND THEN UR FATHER.."

trust me .. tt song will stick to ur head

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